Thought Shifting on 21

I am 21 right now, i am an adult, and possibly as a sign of growth, my thought have a massive shifting in several aspect. Firstly, my stand toward the so-called "sexual liberation" have been growing stronger. Have to mention it, i have make up my determination to end up my evil deed, masturbation, which have deeply implanted into my mind for 8 year, well, this is undoubtedly a hard war, however, i have to conquer it, i have no choice or less i will be doomed. Fight against the ideology of sexual liberation that included premarital sex, one-night sex, prostitution, homosexuality, any of illegal sex, pornography and sex 'literature'. In addition, i also stand against abortion, and virgin is my primary spouse criteria. Besides that, as previous, i am also strictly follow the five precepts of Buddhism, which are No killing, No sexual misconduct (those as i mention just now), No stealing, No telling lie and nonsense, lastly, No intoxicant, including tobacco and alcoholic beverage. Well, i admitted that i am becoming more and more orthodox, but i think all of these i do is for my own good. This is because in my point of view, only people who practice abstinence will succeed in his or her life. I really wish i can keep my word forever.

Second major shift of my mind is i giving up support Mainland China government (PRC), i am greatly disappointed and sad on what they did or doing in the history and present. They inhuman and uncivilized deeds, sometimes, make me shame and furious. Haha, some of you will surprise what i am writing here, my close friends always know i am a Chinese Nationalism extremist and pro-reunification, well, i used to be, but now i am not. Since i discovered the truth of 4 june tiananmen massacre which have been whitewashed by Chinese communist government, I am no longer support the autocratic mainland regime, and ironically, i rather support the last remaining stronghold of free China which i once viewed them as 'separatist terrorist' half years ago, i.e. Republic of China of Taiwan island or i named it as island China, contrary to mainland China. Anyhow, i am neither support independence of the island nor reunification of two Chinas unless mainland China become democratic and free.

Mainland China brutally suppress Falun Gong, a religious group which they are not doing anything wrong, and other human right activist, have unquestionably, leave a bad impression to the world. From some news, mainland government illegally took out some organs from Falun Gong members who been captured, and sold for transplantation needs. Frankly, this news shocked me, i really couldn't believe this kind of evil act could happen in 21st century. I am not Falun Gong supporter, i am a Buddhist, and i am a human, i really couldn't stand mainland government oppress his own people in inhuman way. People is government's boss, not slave!!!

Moreover, i also greatly disappointed on mainland government refuge to redress 4 june tiananmen massacre, or even denied it's existence. 4 june tiananmen massacre is an unforgivable sin, those who involved in it have to be punished. Ok, a bit late, my following post will take about 4 june massacre in conjunction with it 18th anniversaries.

STRONGLY DEMAND FOR REDRESS OF 4 JUNE TIANANMEN MASSARCE!!!