Martyrs of Heavenly Peace

Soren Kierkegaard - "The tyrant dies and his rule ends, the martyr dies and his rule begins."

Martyrs of heavenly peace, it means that those who sacrificed on 4 june massacre. Tiananmen, literally translates to "Gate of Heavenly Peace". Well, those martyrs who slaughtered by autocratic killing machined, no doubt, have gone to heaven, while those who butchers will absolutely be cursed by hell. Today, let's talk about death toll of 4 june massacre, to the end, how many people killed in the massacre. Ok, some information found in 64memo.com

These tolls are estimated figure due to the truth is coved by chinese communist authority.
China Red Cross Society: 2700 killed, 30000s injured.

Spokesman of a Beijing hospital: 2600 killed (1000s were students)

Xiao Bing 肖斌: 20000 killed in the Tiananmen square (He was sentenced to prison because of this statement, what the... - -")

Tsing Hua University Student Union: 4000s killed, 30000s injured.

Da Gong Bao (大公报, a newspaper): 2000s killed, 30000s injured

Chai Ling 柴玲 (one of the student leaders): 200s to 4000s killed (Big gap!!)

NATO agents: 7000s killed (quite curious, wondering why got NATO there??)

Chief assistant of US president: 4000s killed

Hong Kong Magazine (争鸣月刊）: 10440 killed, 28790 injured (more accurate)

Average number: 6093 people killed and 30000 people injured!!!!
See how about China official saying:
China department of state: only few armed forces and police killed!!! no people killed?? bullshit!!

Spokesmen of department of martial law (戒严指挥部): 300 people and armed forces killed (only 23 are students), 2000s people injured and 5000s armed forces injured?!?! What?? those butchers who carried gun and maneuvered a tank had injured number more than those normal people who used stones?!?! what's a stupid joke!!!

Beijing mayor: 200s people killed (included 36 students), 3000s people injured, haha, some story, 6000s armed forces injured!!! Hahaha... i used to think PLA was world greatest army, but now i have to change my mind.... haha...

Public security department of China: 523 people and 45 armed forces killed in Beijing area.

Previously i always think it may be an exaggeration when i heard got people squelched until become a piece of bloody pizza, i never think it is a fact until i look the photos. Well, i am not going to post it up, because it's too horrible, oh god. Sigh. Sad. They wishfully died for democracy, but in fact they died for nothing, china now still in power of dictatorship, and those martyrs were labeled as counterrevolutionary, something like public enemy. Sigh. But, i believed that their sacrifice is worthy, is priceless, at least they let us witness the evil part of autocracy, and tore off the mask of Chinese communist regime, discover it's sinful and shameful reality!!! the hope to hope china can be democratic and free country under communist is always hopeless!!! You will be shocked, when you heard more 60 million (someone said 80 million) of chinese people were killed under chinese communist rule!!!!! More than the victims of two world war, even more than victims throughout chinese dynasties!!!

Ok, let's go back to 64. Lots of people says china was 'forced' to use force because students were 'brainwashed' by so-called 'international anti-china power' and wanted to 'overthrow' chinese government. Hahaha, people who saying this kind of thing, either he was brainwashed by communist or he is a communist. All of us known, students at that time only demanded to resume campus democracy and asked government to withdraw an article which saying that student movement (included activities of open mourning to late Hu Yaobang) was a plotted insurgency!!! That's their only reasons to make them walk on street, of course, students also wished those corrupted government officers to step down, that's all their little demands.

Saying too much, ok, now post some photos to let all of you to know the brutality of chinese communist regime during 64, and naturally, also wanted you all to take it as a mirror, no repeating it:














Sad, sad, sad. i have a lot of much more bloody and horrible photos, but i don't think it's good to post up, because i afraid lots of you will pengsan straight...

And recommend 1 video:

Never forget 64

Oh my god, i have broken my unbreakable vow, i repeated those evil sinful deed twice!!! How i am so frustrated, why dare i against my own words?!? i really hate myself, i am ashamed of myself. Now i am going to vow again, ladies and gentlemen, i hope i won't repeat this sentence, in the name of Buddha, i vow i going to have abstinence until i get marriage!!! The Gospel of Matthew 5.28 saying that "But I say to you that every one who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart." I have to keep my word and take in action, or not.....

Well, let's continue the 4 june stuff. I have just made a MV (wound of history) regarding 1989 student democratic movement and 4 june tiananmen massacre.

Here's my video:


The reason i did is i wished everyone can remember what was happened at 4 june 1989, what had chinese government and his faithful evil butchers done in tiananmen square. 4 june tragedy was definitely an enormous wound of our human race, as a member of human race, we ought to remember it and never repeat it. But, sadly, chinese communist regime refused to take apology and reverse the verdict, it has definitely caused the breaking relationship between the chinese government and his people, in addition, ten of thousands of victim wouldn't rest in peace, they are so pity. As an oversea chinese, i always pay lots of attention to political reformation of mainland china, but it extremely slow pace of advancement seems disappointed me through and through. In fact, million of chinese people, especially from rural area is dissatisfying their government due to communist regime oppressing their deserved basic human right. The riot happened in Bobai 博白, Guangxi was an example, most of local officers of mainland involving in corruption deed, such as bribery, fraud, embezzlement, power abuse and so on. They only focusing on their own wealth, power and status regardless of social dislocation and uncertainty getting worse and worse!!! Well, this kind of phenomenon is naturally happened in mainland, thanks to their autocratic centralized government which lack of supervision by people and media. Even a free Africa country also much more better for living than wealthy mainland China. As a human being, I glad i didn't born in mainland, but as a chinese, i'm a bit of guilt to live peacefully in a free democratic country. Haha, feeling of survivor's guilt.

Now posting some 1989 student democratic movement pictures:


china-style protest, using bicycles


When goddess of democracy met god of dictatorship...


Dawn of china democracy... unfortunately it covered by evil dark clouds at 4 june 1989




I personally like this picture very much, a girl giving speech in front of goddess of democracy


People living under the fear of autocratic, this is best portray of today china.

That's all today's blog, i will write more about 4 june in my following posts. I hoped anyone of you concern about 4 june massacre, don't say this is none of our business. You are civilized human, you surely can't stand those inhumanistic barbaric act happen on our planet, can you??
We are citizen of democratic camp, let's us unite to overthrow other autocratic system in the world!!

STRONGLY DEMAND FOR REDRESS VERDICT OF 4 JUNE INCIDENT!!!

Thought Shifting on 21

I am 21 right now, i am an adult, and possibly as a sign of growth, my thought have a massive shifting in several aspect. Firstly, my stand toward the so-called "sexual liberation" have been growing stronger. Have to mention it, i have make up my determination to end up my evil deed, masturbation, which have deeply implanted into my mind for 8 year, well, this is undoubtedly a hard war, however, i have to conquer it, i have no choice or less i will be doomed. Fight against the ideology of sexual liberation that included premarital sex, one-night sex, prostitution, homosexuality, any of illegal sex, pornography and sex 'literature'. In addition, i also stand against abortion, and virgin is my primary spouse criteria. Besides that, as previous, i am also strictly follow the five precepts of Buddhism, which are No killing, No sexual misconduct (those as i mention just now), No stealing, No telling lie and nonsense, lastly, No intoxicant, including tobacco and alcoholic beverage. Well, i admitted that i am becoming more and more orthodox, but i think all of these i do is for my own good. This is because in my point of view, only people who practice abstinence will succeed in his or her life. I really wish i can keep my word forever.

Second major shift of my mind is i giving up support Mainland China government (PRC), i am greatly disappointed and sad on what they did or doing in the history and present. They inhuman and uncivilized deeds, sometimes, make me shame and furious. Haha, some of you will surprise what i am writing here, my close friends always know i am a Chinese Nationalism extremist and pro-reunification, well, i used to be, but now i am not. Since i discovered the truth of 4 june tiananmen massacre which have been whitewashed by Chinese communist government, I am no longer support the autocratic mainland regime, and ironically, i rather support the last remaining stronghold of free China which i once viewed them as 'separatist terrorist' half years ago, i.e. Republic of China of Taiwan island or i named it as island China, contrary to mainland China. Anyhow, i am neither support independence of the island nor reunification of two Chinas unless mainland China become democratic and free.

Mainland China brutally suppress Falun Gong, a religious group which they are not doing anything wrong, and other human right activist, have unquestionably, leave a bad impression to the world. From some news, mainland government illegally took out some organs from Falun Gong members who been captured, and sold for transplantation needs. Frankly, this news shocked me, i really couldn't believe this kind of evil act could happen in 21st century. I am not Falun Gong supporter, i am a Buddhist, and i am a human, i really couldn't stand mainland government oppress his own people in inhuman way. People is government's boss, not slave!!!

Moreover, i also greatly disappointed on mainland government refuge to redress 4 june tiananmen massacre, or even denied it's existence. 4 june tiananmen massacre is an unforgivable sin, those who involved in it have to be punished. Ok, a bit late, my following post will take about 4 june massacre in conjunction with it 18th anniversaries.

STRONGLY DEMAND FOR REDRESS OF 4 JUNE TIANANMEN MASSARCE!!!

An Unbreakable Vow

At last, I have to put an end to it, for the sake of my future. This habit of misconduct, frankly, has tortured me for 8 years time, and has caused me a huge suffering on both of my physical and mental, and largely diminished my self-esteem, making me lack of confidence when do anything. I'm not ashamed of telling out this unforgivable misconduct, I wanna break this dreadful curse, I wanna get rid of this horrible habit, otherwise I have to pay for the price of "discontinue of my bloodline", that's masturbation!!!

Hereby, I have made an Unbreakable Vow to strictly ensure that I am not going to repeat this terrible mistake, I am obliged to abstain from MASTURBATION forever!!! And fight against those bullshit of so called 'sexual liberation ideology', say NO to masturbation, say NO to premarital sex, say NO to one-night stand, say NO to cybersex, say NO to prostitution, say NO to any of non-legal sex!! Resume the Holiness of virginity, abstinence always is the best way to preserve our human civilization.

You may critic me, a filthy orthodox. Yes, indeed I am. For human' sake...

Great Fallen

Dumbledore died (a fan art in the left, so kind and gracious look of him). Paying my condolences over here. Finally i had finished the sixth installment and it took me only 6 days time. Comment on this book?? Emm... when i was reading this book halfway, i felt a bit of disappointment and more bored than my early expectation, this is because i expects more fighting or battle and some thrilling as well in the story, but the more than three quarter of the story flowing as 'normal' as the fifth. (the fifth at least have some confrontations between Harry's gang and the antagonist, made it more exciting.) The sixth installment have a large scale of telling the growing experience of Voldemort, something like telling the biography of Hitler or Stalin... haha, anyway, this episode given a very clear idea about how did the Dark Lord shape form the beginning of a naughty teenage through successful Hogwart's study life until he turned into bloody murderer and the most terror enemy to the wizarding world.

From the story of Voldemort, we apparently found out from the very beginning, everything that he did, he plotted actually to avoid from mortality or even wanted to transcend the mortality. From the first episode, he attempting to steal the sorcerer's stone until the sixth book telling that he made plenty of soul fragments to guarantee his life, this clearly indicating that he fear of death of himself though he had already made a lot of people dead. His personality of fearing death and power crazy is similar to those tyrannic ruler, for example the first emperor of China, Shihuangdi, had tried numerous methods to make himself immortal or even godness. Well, i daresay that noone has no fear of death, everyone desire to life, wishfully forever, that's why a lot of religion teachers appear throughout the history, spending all of their life tried to get rid of death. But, unfortunately, life is transient, everything is impermanent, everyone born to die, only how long the time taken. Sirius Black died, Dumbledore died, and still got 2 people 'will' die in the final installment. Guess who???

I had made my prophecy, one unquestionably is Voldemort, the other, most probably is Snape. But i also have to do some 'preparation' to receive any news of good characters died, haha. Ok, let's talking something about the sixth episode: Harry Potter and the half-blood prince. The prince, frankly to tell you guys, at the beginning, i thought that half-blood prince is Voldemort, this is because the teenage Voldemort always consider he is much superior than people since he is heir of Slytherin so this is natural he name himself 'prince', and he also can't deny the fact that he is a half-blood. In addiction, an information given in the beginning of the story, telling that the prince's textbook has roughly 50 years and the whole story also telling Voldemort's story. Under those circumstances, therefore, i thought the prince is Voldemort. But, the identity of prince hasn't been revealed (Dumbledore didn't mention too) until the story near to ending, suddenly, surprisingly, after Snape murdered Dumbledore and some fightings, Shape declared himself as the half-blood prince, and give a bit of explanation, then ran away. Aaaarrrgghh??? Sounds far-fetched and a bit unreasonable and unnatural to match the book title since most of the part is telling Voldemort story, but not Snape story.

Dumbledore paid his strong faith and confidence in Snape, paid his protection to Snape from any disbelief, but ironically, in the end, he also paid his precious life to Snape, killed by Snape, by a deadly killing curse. Sigh. Just wonder why Dumbledores so trusted Snape? What's the real meaning of Dumbledore's last word ("Severus..... please")? Was Dumbledore's will to be killed by Snape? or Dumbledore want to sacrifice himself to make Voldemort more believe in Snape? Which side's Snape belonged to? Will Dumbledore return?? or (most daring hypothesis) Is Dumbledore acting to be died to confuse Voldemort?? (Impossible... = =")

Moreover, some love stories among the main characters undoubtedly adding some colors into the story, made it more interesting and more humanistic. Anyhow, the fate of Hogwart still remains unknown. Will it close next year? Will Harry give up his study and travel for the sake of retaliation? Will Ron and Hermione accompany him? No doubt, 721 will answer it. Looking forward to the final installment: Harry Potter and the deadly hollow. In the name of Merlin...

After all, to the well-organised mind, death is but the next great adventure. - Albus Dumbledore

The Journey Continues

I've changed my mind, not going to read other story books first except Harry Potter, seems little bit of addicted. Well, it doesn't matter,as long as it is a English book. From today onward, I will continue my magical journey with Harry Potter and Hogwarts, start reading the sixth installment, Harry Potter and the half-blood prince. Besides the addictive reason, my sister also purposely leaking some important info of the sixth story (she has already read) and could not stand her grinning. That's why, I have to continue the story straight when my mind is heated by spell. Approximately, I will spend another 10 days in this magical world.

Sirius Black died dramatically in the fifth book, but i believe he's still alive maybe somewhere, and will reappear in the last episode, hopefully. Yeah, I'm going to write this English blog everyday in the name of strengthening my English.

Sirius Black, waiting you!!!

Finally Finished

Yeah, for the Wizard sake, finally, eventually I had made it, just wanna drop here to you guys, i had finished my adventure in the fifth installment of the order of phoenix in the duration more exceeds 10 days, i suppose. Well, .... erm... just going to write some comments regarding this story: Harry Potter, the Order of Phoenix. (Frankly to tell you, now i am enjoying the soundtrack of the coming movie at one of its official website, Harry Potter and the order of Phoenix, sounds quite wonderful.

I heard some of friends or critics said, compared to his former stories, this book sees relatively lack of climax and excitement, i mean, quite boring and dull. Nonetheless, from my point of view, the form of this story is very interesting and give me a deep consideration on the meaning behind this story. If you look in another angle, you will find out this actually a story telling about student movement and fight against the dictatorship for the sake of liberty and equality, in addition, as i already mentioned in my former post, this story is apparently smell politic. For example, Dumbledore's Army (DA) can be regarded as Pro-Student Front in the real world, or even more precisely Malaysia, and its rival, Inquisitorial Squad which backed by Umbridge regime and the ministry of magic, have a similarity with real world's pro-establishment front. Haha, sounds funny, right??

Moreover, one of the main points shown in the story is the importance of propaganda in order to solidify an authority or regime. The story has clearly told us that dictator or power crazy (like Fudge, the minister and Umbridge as well) will use media (Daily Prophet, official throat for the ministry) to blacken the name of his enemy (Dumbledore and Harry Potter) and whitewash certain truth that might be harm his dictatorship (like The return of Voldemort), overall in a sentense, the wizard world is not democratic, and at least there are no separation of power (Fudge is Minister while he also in charged on the hearing of Harry) in wizard world, i wonder how the minister of magic been chosen?? by election?? Hahaha..... who's care?

Lord Voldemort have return in the forth year, and his evil power, unquestionably, is getting stronger ever in the fifth. Ermm..... Actually in my aspect, Voldemort and his loyal Death Eater merely similar to terrorist in the real world, like Osama and his Al-Qaeda, but a thing different is Voldemort is able to fear the whole population of wizard world, could Osama has this kind of ability. Hahaha, this is because wizard world don't have machine gun, tank or carrier etc, the only weapon they depend on is a stick that called it 'wand'. Yeah, i guess this is the reason....

Anyhow, this is great if there are a magical world exists, aren't it?? Just imagine, if, I say if, Voldemort overthrown the minister and crowned himself as the emperor of wizard, and then launch a war to muggle world, the dark wand versus ballistic missiles, the Death Eater Army fight with People Liberation Army or US army, later world leaders gather in the UN headquarter to discuss..... (Mind is losing)

Arghh... have to mention this: OWL (Ordinary Wizarding Level) made me recall back to my STPM dreadful experience. Hahaha... actually quite missing those days in uniform. (Robe is better)

Well, I really can't wait for the upcoming movie, of the seventh and final installment of Harry Potter's Story which going to be published on 21 July. (Though I haven't start the sixth, but I start soon, probably after Da Vinci Code) This holiday, honestly, I have to strengthen my declining English proficiency, in the name of my future. No matter what, Harry Potter series is indeed one of the most successful adventure story

Countdown:


Ok, sharing some impressive wallpaper of the fifth movie, Harry Potter and the order of phoenix to you guys.

Politic Potter

Hi, everyone. I have been reading Harry Potter, the fifth year of his adventure, Order of Phoenix for several days. Just wonder if I could finish that thick fat book before the movie. Nevertheless, I couldn't wait to leave some personal comment on this fascinating wizard story (however some of you will disagree with me), yeah, this episode is seem slightly different from previous books (at least for me), because I can smell some politic inside the book which this kind of feeling din happen when reading previous book. I roughly summarize it (though haven finish), the story set up in the tension between the Establishment and the Students, err.. have you guys recall something when you saw those familiar word?? Yes, it's a battle between the Ministry of Magic and the Hogwarts School!!!

Frankly, when I was reading this book, my brain starting image those student movement event, for example the anti-AUKU student movement which I participated last September, and some campus politic and even the 1989 Beijing student movement!! What on earth my brain thinking?? Well, since I still in the progress in this story, I couldn't tell you much about it. Yeah, I will finish reading in days, for Hogwarts' sake!!

Restoration

Here, I am declaring to all of you, I will restore the blog since I found that my English language is declining drastically after I entered university. (Guys, do you feel something different between my writing now and my previous one?? you might feel the tremendous fall of my English proficiency) Therefore, the main objective to reinstall the blog is to strengthen my English otherwise I will far left behind after step into this high competitive society.

Not going to write much, only want to say is I will restore my previous glory (Maybe the word 'glory' is not that appropriate) of this language in this holiday. I think, I will, I conquer, for the sake of my future. Start from now, comrade.......

Days in Singapore

Hey, ladies and gentlemen. 5 May to 8 May, I went to Lion City to visit Boon Ming and Waijin (sorry, no photo with Waijin). I think no need to write much about the tour as everyone quite familiar to this neighbor. Just post few photos here.....


In front of NTU chinese heritage centre.


Two warriors?!?! Photos taken in Labrador park, a famous British defence fortress during second world war. Fight for the freedom!!!


In a tunnel of Labrador Park. Have to mention: actually to enter this tunnel have to pay S$8, but we didn't (and we also won't) because we enter from the exit.... haha


In Chinatown.....


Malays and Chinese have to unite to bring prosperity for this city state. Of course, the Federation should have this mindset.


In between the futuristic and the traditional, this is one of important element to attract tourist by Singapore. In front of supreme courts. (Both also....)


With Boon in front of Merlion statue and the giant durian (The Esplanade)


In front of Singapore City.


Stamford Raffles, the founder of Singapore.


Singapore Parliament. I don't think water leaking will happen here... hahaha


Wow..... Taken from National Library...... Impressive.....


Dou Jiang You Tiao (豆浆油条), introduced by Waijin...... the only difference from other is the you tiao is longer than normal one. (mutated you tiao)


With Boon in NTU main building...


With Boon's two cute friends: Tzewei and Cindy, at NTU library.


My 21st birthday gift from Boon, Thanks!!!! New Long March, a great book that you have to read!!!

My travelogue on this tour in my another blog:Kaillery (Chinese)